TO THE PERSON I HURT
Yes, after I said goodbye, you we're like gazing from afar, you can't believe that your thought of forever really ended. Either myself can't believe that I've done such things to the person that loves me from head to toe, the only person understands me, the only person that tells me it's ok to do bad, as long as it's under your knowledge, very supportive and want me to control everything around for the sake of relationship?
Why? Why despite of everything... This is what you had received, despite of doing everything, adjusting, leaving your old self for me? Maybe I'm really a hug fan of stupidity...
I just want you to know that I'd still care and inlove the way I was the first day we met. Some things may have changed but the feelings? it's still there. Wanting you to see me succeed, or be with you every morning, everytime I open my eyes, prepared breakfast ahead because you used to alarm the phone early in the morning so you could prepare it, everlasting smile, and kulitan to the max like we used to be, we sing a lot because that's our common hobby, and finally, always reminding each other of how love brought us into this kind of happiness.
But all of those things are never ever gonna happen.
It may happen if I will be careless again of chatting you and tell you for another reconciliations. Why careless? Because I might hurt you again, do things, same things that hurts you everyday.
I'm not actually gonna let you go of course if I'm stable... But I'm not.
Goodbye forever
Goodbye promises
P.s. See you soon
20 February 2016 by Walph
Why? Why despite of everything... This is what you had received, despite of doing everything, adjusting, leaving your old self for me? Maybe I'm really a hug fan of stupidity...
I just want you to know that I'd still care and inlove the way I was the first day we met. Some things may have changed but the feelings? it's still there. Wanting you to see me succeed, or be with you every morning, everytime I open my eyes, prepared breakfast ahead because you used to alarm the phone early in the morning so you could prepare it, everlasting smile, and kulitan to the max like we used to be, we sing a lot because that's our common hobby, and finally, always reminding each other of how love brought us into this kind of happiness.
But all of those things are never ever gonna happen.
It may happen if I will be careless again of chatting you and tell you for another reconciliations. Why careless? Because I might hurt you again, do things, same things that hurts you everyday.
I'm not actually gonna let you go of course if I'm stable... But I'm not.
Goodbye forever
Goodbye promises
P.s. See you soon
20 February 2016 by Walph
SAY WHAT?
From what I know, I just saw you this morning, your curly hair like it never shampooed, your visible eye bags because of your insomnia, or I think it's depression that keeps you awake every night, you don't even wear a smile, blue long sleeve polo and tattered jeans like it should be kept at home, My God!. I can sense a very low self confidence around you, you don't even know how to socialize, you're shy to wear your sunglasses that your uncle gave you, or the cap from your auntie. Or at least put powder to your oily face, or fix your hair neatly. Things like this? I think people will go to see you differently, people are judgie (judgementals), they will see you like a garbage, or at least something hurting to their eyes.
Hey! Have you read what's in the picture?
WHAT'S STOPPING YOU?
You are what you are! You don't need to think others, just because you're afraid you're not going to try it yourself, no! It won't bring you anywhere, you should at least remember that we are only human, we live for ourselves not by the opinions, or comments from others, as long as you are really good at what you're doing, why not!, as long as it doesn't affect anything, or putting someone's in harm, continue doing it, be alive, fix your hair, put on make up or cut your hair and change it to Korean pop style.
And
Live with peace.
25 January 2016 by Walph
Hey! Have you read what's in the picture?
WHAT'S STOPPING YOU?
You are what you are! You don't need to think others, just because you're afraid you're not going to try it yourself, no! It won't bring you anywhere, you should at least remember that we are only human, we live for ourselves not by the opinions, or comments from others, as long as you are really good at what you're doing, why not!, as long as it doesn't affect anything, or putting someone's in harm, continue doing it, be alive, fix your hair, put on make up or cut your hair and change it to Korean pop style.
And
Live with peace.
25 January 2016 by Walph
PEACEFUL LIVING
Here are the Seven Logics for peaceful mind.
☑️ Make peace with your Past, so it doesn't spoil your present.
🔸 don't regret putting your pride low, especially when you know that it's for the better, for a long term effect.
☑️ What others Think of you is none of your business.
🔸 yes, people are judgmental, they just see you on how you look but not how you are inside. So instead of wasting time explaining, let them waste their time to explore you, and see your kindness instead,
☑️ Time heals almost everything, give the time, sometime.
🔸 moving on is the hardest part of life, it could be for different reasons. But let yourself heal and enjoy your life instead.
☑️ No one is the reason of your happiness except you yourself.
🔸 We think that we need to depend on the people around us, especially to those who are giving us happiness like we don't want them to go, what we don't know is that it's our choice to make it either we're going to be happy or no.
☑️ Don't compare your life with others, you have no idea their journey is all about.
🔸 because of unsatisfaction we have in life, we tend to acknowledge other's capability instead of our own. We are weak to that point.
☑️ Stop thinking too much, it's alright not to know all the answers.
🔸 Putting impressions every time can't make you smarter, but it will give you a hard time. Don't punish yourself, admit and learn.
☑️ Smile, you don't own all the problems in the world.
🔸 The only free thing in the world, as long as you're alive, the solution is there.
04 January by Walph
☑️ Make peace with your Past, so it doesn't spoil your present.
🔸 don't regret putting your pride low, especially when you know that it's for the better, for a long term effect.
☑️ What others Think of you is none of your business.
🔸 yes, people are judgmental, they just see you on how you look but not how you are inside. So instead of wasting time explaining, let them waste their time to explore you, and see your kindness instead,
☑️ Time heals almost everything, give the time, sometime.
🔸 moving on is the hardest part of life, it could be for different reasons. But let yourself heal and enjoy your life instead.
☑️ No one is the reason of your happiness except you yourself.
🔸 We think that we need to depend on the people around us, especially to those who are giving us happiness like we don't want them to go, what we don't know is that it's our choice to make it either we're going to be happy or no.
☑️ Don't compare your life with others, you have no idea their journey is all about.
🔸 because of unsatisfaction we have in life, we tend to acknowledge other's capability instead of our own. We are weak to that point.
☑️ Stop thinking too much, it's alright not to know all the answers.
🔸 Putting impressions every time can't make you smarter, but it will give you a hard time. Don't punish yourself, admit and learn.
☑️ Smile, you don't own all the problems in the world.
🔸 The only free thing in the world, as long as you're alive, the solution is there.
04 January by Walph